More Like Pissed At Me (Hughes)

More Like Pissed At Me

“How long have you been feeling like this?”

“What can I say, I’m bred for a revolution, and I think I might have found the solution. Like my great ancestors they never had peace and when they tried it only one side bought it. They called it manifest destiny but I call it being pissed at me, I lose control and all the unspeakable actions conspired between them, are now happening on the front-lines of my brain-stem. But when I’m not in control I know who is. ‘Look Doc I mean no disrespect, but you can prescribe any medication, and in effect I can watch me become a comatosed whore of society.’ Manifest destiny is causing an internal hysterectomy, you’re on both sides of the war, you load your musket and you pull the trigger, you’re bitter enemies and you hope that the lead bullet hits, but on the other side, you’re doing a war-cry hoping God’s puts a barrier around you, but the battlefields of the mid-west are now calmed by concrete, and now its a contest a battle of the voices, a protest for control, someone call Marx, because I just  woke up with some new marks. A new abrasion, a break from yesterdays inflammation and its starting to emulate and my mind is starting to mutilate itself, and all this hate is starting to accumulate, and while this mental civil war is taking place, excommunicate me from my common place, take away my friends, steal my passion and kick me out captain, because I’m done being victim to myself. This stage coach is headed for a great gorge and I won’t be apart of this population purge because if I deserve to live, someone should be able to witness it. I can’t steer this stage coach, so please take the wheel father.”

“Well we could”... “No no save it I’ve found my medication in meditation, you can throw your 4 year degree and you're fancy words up in my face, but I wanna teach, so keep your twenty character words, because you’re not going to perform a lobotomy on me and turn me into a living anomaly.”